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It always surprises me how shitty people here are. Maybe it shouldn't.

That dog guy... I couldn't tell who he was, but if he's the one I think he is, he got pissed like that when I told him that Rotten ran a bad game to try to kill us once, too.

We already hate each other. After Caretaker's last game, he said he cares more about that asshole than the people who got killed. He's a piece of shit.

Seriously? What an ass.

Basically.

I'm just... I don't know. I was literally just having a conversation at this volume, normal speaking volume. Then everyone was losing their shit because it's easier to assume I'm a horrible unforgiving bitch than to think about why I still might find it hard to buy his good guy act.

[sighs]

Fuck this place.

Something about this place seems to encourage eavesdropping, and I don't know why... It's stupid.

But for what it's worth, I think you're right.

I think I'm right, too. I mean, I could get being pissed if I was shouting it at him? But it's actually hilarious that everyone was acting like I was ruining everything by saying one thing when they were the ones eager enough to pick a fight and make it a huge ordeal.

Yeah... That dog bastard, in particular, from what I could see.

Your patron, too.

...Sorry. I should have just ignored him, probably. It wasn't worth it.

I talked to Kagari about it afterwards. I... don't know if I got through to him, but I tried.

But he won't give you any problems anymore, I think.

Thanks.

If anything happens again I'll just let it go. I guess I shouldn't have gotten defensive.

You didn't get defensive until they all jumped on you, right?

Yeah, that's fair. Still... Just sucks.

[pulls natalie into a closer hug tbh]

It does.

[v acceptable]

If only people weren't basically shitty.

Maybe we would have gotten out of here without a single bad game, and we'd actually be able to be friends with some of these people and not want to strangle them.

What gets me is, like...

[sighs]

I don't know, a lot of things. How I'm being hateful because I'm pissed he's a murderer, but it's totally cool for people to lose their shit at me for something is inane as a comment that wasn't even directed at them. Stabbing people is totally cool since he feels bad, but being mad about it later is a no go, clearly.

Not only is he a murderer, but afterwards, he told us through that mouthpiece of his that it was our own damn fault for not acting like he thought we should. He thinks every way of thinking that isn't his own is invalid.

But we're the ones who are wrong, apparently.

And god forbid we ever bring it up again, because then we're ruining everyone's fun despite the fact that we literally were not talking to them and they had no reason to be listening to what we were saying.

Yeah...

[She sighs, and leans her head against Natalie.]

.... I was really worried. I thought one of them was going to turn violent.

I knew they wouldn't, but...

[there's a difference between knowing and knowing, she's not going to be pretend she wasn't freaking out a little]

Just sucks. I don't know, I kinda want to bail.

Bail to where?

I don't know. I want to get out of this shitty realm for a while. If someone shows up at the dorm wanting to talk to me about it I'm going to lose it.

... Normally, I'd offer to let you hide out at our dorm for a while, but...

[MAYBE NOT THE BEST IDEA RIGHT NOW]

Yeah... Don't worry about it.